I’ve decided to post the life I want for myself and my boys.  If I post it here, and then leave it for the Universe to make it happen, maybe it will be easier to let it go to the internet.  So this is my cataloge of dreams… not listed in any particular order.

A Cobalt blue Porsche 911.  I was driving home from my prosperity class, and saw a 911 and fell in love!  I decided that was my dream car.  And of course it HAS to be blue!  My favorite color.  Funny thing is, one of St’s friends just bought a 911 last year!  I didn’t know that though.  I knew he bought a sports car, but had no idea what it was.  I’m sure St told me, but I don’t remember stuff like that.  I go “oh yea? cool.” and that’s the last I remember.  But I remember NOW!  LOL!

A big house in the mountains.  Don’t know if it matters if it’s by a lake, doesn’t have to be two stories.  But I want to be in the mountains… I’d say that I’d like it to be in Colorado, but they are too liberal a state for my family.  They aren’t great for homeschooling, too much gun control, and the smoking laws are getting almost as bad as California.  But I’ve never been to the mountains in Montana, Wyoming or Idaho.  Maybe the blueridge mountains would be nice too.  We thought about moving to Virginia a few years ago, but the job offer fell through for St.  It was beautiful out there though.

The one thing the house MUST have besides at least 3 bedrooms and an office, is a gourmet kitchen.  I LOVE cooking, baking, creating in the kitchen.  I’ve never had a large gourmet chefs kitchen, so that is what I want.  So there!  :P  LOL!

A Newfoundland, female dog!  These are my all time favorite dogs!  They are great for families too.  Did you know that in the book Peter Pan Nana was a Newfoundland not a Saint Bernard?  Well, now you do.  Newfies, as they are lovingly called, are the most protective and caring of families and children.  They are great for the mountains, especially if there is water near.  They are the water rescue dogs… like their cousin St. Bernards are snow rescue dogs.  Of course I have to have a female dog, so I won’t be the only girl in the household!  LOL!  And she has to be a redhead, because I am.  Us redheaded girls have to stick together!

Of course the most important thing to me is my family, and that’s why I work at home.  I don’t want to just work at home though, I want to be able to leave the house now and again so that the boys can get out of the house and get to know other kids their age.  Currently, the business I have is not doing so well, and when it does start picking up, it will keep me trapped to my desk the whole day.  I can’t really get the boys to fun stuff if I’m tied to my desk.  So what I want is something that will bring in lots of money, so that we an have all these great things that I have pictured above, and not be tied to my desk.  I don’t know how the heck the universe is going to do that, but I know that it will!!  That’s why I’m putting in my mail order here, so I can hit that send button (or more accurately the Publish button), and then forget about it.

This is a picture of my boys and I about 7 years ago, in disneyland. I weight 150 lbs and wore a size 10.  That was 65 lbs ago.  My goal weight is 125 because I am the healthiest at that weight.  Not too skinny, not too chunky, and the curves in all the right places.  Right now, I’m working on losing 10 lbs this month.  I will not beat myself up if I don’t do everything correctly.  I will let the universe and my body work in divine order to create my perfect health and perfect body.  My back will stop hurting, my foot will gain feeling back, and I will not have any weight or health issues.  I give thanks that my body is in perfect health and perfect weight.

“All that the Universe has given me,

comes to me NOW!”

This is what I’ve been writing and saying all day.  This is the mantra, the affirmation that I’m using to keep me on target.  I know that the universe will provide for me, and I give thanks for all that the universe has given to me, and is giving to me.  I can’t hardly wait to see my life!

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